This isn't highschool...

Monday, May 9th, 2005

Time:

5:34 pm.

be cool follow the trend get a new lj

Friday, May 6th, 2005

Subject:	BACKBOOTH!
Time:	12:59 am.
Mood:	bouncy.
Music:	alex =).

last night was sooooo much fun.
backbooth was amazing.
then chillin with ben and braxton.

( backbooth )

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Monday, May 2nd, 2005

Subject:	more more more
Time:	10:50 pm.
Mood:	giddy.
Music:	love song+hanson.

yep. more pictures. i know you are sick of it, but
( fuck you )

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Thursday, April 28th, 2005

Time:	5:43 am.
Mood:	crazy.
Music:	you take my breath away+the knife.

( good ol' fun with katy and ben <3 )

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Monday, April 25th, 2005

Time:	9:53 pm.
Mood:	ehh.
Music:	goodbye to you+michelle branch.

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

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Time:	2:26 pm.
Mood:	blank.

i hurt =(
i have a dr. appt. tomorrow at 8am.
uhg. i missed more school.
fuck.
and this time i really had to.
it sucks that i missed so much
so now when i really need a break
i cant have one.
at least this week is only 4 days long.
then friday i get to pick up alex from the airport.
and be the happiest girl alive.
yep.

this weekend was fun.
FINALLY hung out with mad =)
i love her so so so so much! <3
and brandi and katy!
and i hung out with andrew and spencer.
and i finally bought a camera cord and shit
so i will start to have more pics soon.

OMG! AND!!!! i saw samantha in target!
oooh what a beauty!
lol <3333

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Friday, April 22nd, 2005

Subject:	[ silliness ]
Time:	11:57 pm.
Mood:	giddy.
Music:	what is love.

boy: arent you guys going out?
kayteownsurlife: pfttt idk
kayteownsurlife: katy fell asleep lol
kayteownsurlife: and brandi is making a "feast"
kayteownsurlife: lol thats what she just told me
boy: lol
boy: i wish you were here
boy: i would hug you
boy: and tell you im absolutely in love with you
boy: and i would never ever let go
kayteownsurlife: and i would have a heart attack
boy: why no
kayteownsurlife: lol because i would be so happy
kayteownsurlife: but omg please hold on...
kayteownsurlife: i have to pee soooo bad
kayteownsurlife: haha
kayteownsurlife: hello this is brandi!
boy: ok lol
kayteownsurlife: yea
boy: hello brandi
kayteownsurlife: so wanna join my feast!
kayteownsurlife: hello alex
boy: your feast?
kayteownsurlife: yeah
kayteownsurlife: kayteownsurlife: and brandi is making a "feast"
kayteownsurlife: lol thats what she just told me
kayteownsurlife: didnt you READ?!
boy: i did read
kayteownsurlife: obviously not GOOD ENOUGH
kayteownsurlife: lolhahaha
boy: but i was wondering what this feast constitues of
kayteownsurlife: well ...since you asked
kayteownsurlife: pb and j. white rice.cheeto TWISTED! mac and cheese toasted bread.apple jacks milk..apple juice cuz OJ will kill you.and thatns about it . whata think wanna come voer and help EAT!
kayteownsurlife: anwers answers!
boy: i wish
kayteownsurlife: yea you DO wish
kayteownsurlife: cuz we are consuming all this food on our own .. now you dont want a chubby wobbie wiffy do you?
kayteownsurlife: i think NOT
boy: ill love that girl no matter what
kayteownsurlife: special..speaking of the lovely KAYTIZZLE. shes right her peeing her pants to get back online to talk to yyour romanian asscrack.
kayteownsurlife: im totally jk about that.not really but i dont talk like this in real LIFE!!!!!
boy: fo shizzle
kayteownsurlife: hahahahaha
kayteownsurlife: omg i love brandi

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Thursday, April 21st, 2005

Subject:	[ Don't you love what is intangible ]
Time:	2:07 am.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	bright eyes+devil in the details.

today was better.
brandi i love you.
i adore kate &katy.
we honored 4:20
then went to backbooth.
i saw the lovely liz <3
it was fun.
me and katy took lots of pics.
but i cant put them on the computer.
it's killing me.
uhg.
people are still shitty.
i am still shitty.
but i realized thats life.
i mean.. whatever man.
i love alex.
goodnight <3

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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005

Subject:	Jesus, I'm ready to come home.-----
Time:	10:03 pm.
Mood:	breaking.
Music:	some will seek forgiveness others will escape+underoath.

i just fucking hate this place.
i hate these people
i hate it all
i hate the drama.
i hate the fake shit.
i hate the school shit.
i hate immature people.
i hate the parites.
i hate the way this place is.
i hate myself.
I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING.
IT IS ALL STUPID BULLSHIT.
NOT A DAMN PERSON CAN BE GOOD.
and me least of all.
fuck.
im ready to fucking leave.
all i will do for the next week
is nothing.
you will not see me out and about.
you will not see me happy.
you will not see me socializing.
i will not talk to anyone besides katy.
i love her.
as much as we disagree...
its more like a sisterly thing.
but she is amazing.
love/hate.

=(

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Monday, April 18th, 2005

Subject:	[ these eyes lie the more i smile ]
Time:	3:07 pm.
Mood:	accomplished.
Music:	psychobabble+frou frou.

lyke omfg i stole so much shit.
and i told ALL my super rad friends.
pretty much all my jewlery is stolen
it's so cool to steal!
and all my old friends hate me.
but i really dont care.
im just finding new ones
im sure they will eventually see how shitty i am.
but i really am changing.
minus the stealing.
hehe im so rebelXcore
and my tan is so hawt.
yeah be jealous.

::sarcasm::

lol
ok well today was a really good day.
im in a good mood.
school wasnt too boring.
i actually got stuff done.
i love brandi
and katy
and kayleigh
and nicole
and alex.
and honestly i dont give a shit about anyone else
well except for people like
sammi and court who im not REALLY close with.
but i still love them so so so much.
as long as i have a few GOOD friends left, im set.
some people like my hair.
some dont.
BUT... i like it.
so wuteva.

i want to go camping sometime.
hmmmm

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Monday, April 11th, 2005

Time:	10:07 am.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	white actress+scatter the ashes.

well the past couple of days i have hung out with...
katy <3
kayleigh <3
brandi <3
spencer
lashonda
jeff.
it's been fun.
im back on a normal sleeping schedule.
its so much better.
me and katy have been taking some really cool pictures.
and this morning i woke up at like 6:20am and katy was awake.
we had a really cool convorsation.
about a lot of stuff.
love, life, people, my dad, school.
it really got to me.
and i love having good talks like that.
<3333

( you seemed like such a big part of my life and my heart )

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Thursday, April 7th, 2005

Subject:	yep
Time:	5:35 am.
Mood:	happy.

im getting married.
you are all invited.
mwahahaha.
♥

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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005

Time:	8:13 am.
Mood:	loved.
Music:	all we ever needed--the early november.

im not a virgin anymore.
:-\</p>

( is this really happening? )

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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005

Time:	1:57 am.
Mood:	lalala.
Music:	no trivia--fata.

mwahahaha. so today i woke up.
still felt like shit.
talked to people. went out with cuh and craig.
saw daniel, ian and david... hmm ok thats all.

( youfuckingbitchasshoemotherfucker )

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Monday, April 4th, 2005

Subject:	all day ive thought about what you said. how can you love her and not me?
Time:	9:52 am.
Mood:	bored/tired/sad.
Music:	act appalled--circa survive.

this is how lazy me and jessica are...
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hahaha. we put the bed up to the computer...
its way more convenient dont you think?

( ihateyou )

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Sunday, April 3rd, 2005

Time:	7:38 am.
Mood:	drunk.

i feel like shit.
last night...
i dont remember shit.
im so sorry.
i love my cuh more than life <3
and rachel <3
thank you so much dear.

uhg, kevin.
i still love you
it's pathetic

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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005

Subject:	you are only pretty when you cry<img src="http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y14/kayteasshoe/kayteyo03
Time:	5:38 am.
Mood:	indescribable.
Music:	caterpillar--spill canvas.